Friday, April 17, 2026

It's Like Ten Thousand Spoons

I am tired, so I asked ChatGPT to write a blog post about my usually go-to camera setup.

Here are the results, after about the 4th re-write:

Why I Still Shoot a Nikon D40X with a Beat-Up 135mm in 2026

In 2026, I probably shouldn’t be using a Nikon D40X.

I own better cameras. A Sony A6000 sits nearby. So does a Nikon D3500—both faster, sharper, and far more capable in just about every measurable way.

And yet, more often than not, I reach past them.

I pick up the D40X—usually with a worn, slightly questionable Spiratone 135mm lens attached—and head out the door.

Not because it’s better.

Because it’s the one I keep coming back to.


It Makes Me Slow Down (Whether I Want To or Not)

Nothing about this setup is fast.

Manual focus at 135mm forces patience. The viewfinder isn’t especially bright. If my subject shifts even a little, I’m adjusting again. There’s no tracking, no burst safety net, no “just hold the button and hope.”

Exposure takes intention too. With fully manual lenses, the D40X doesn’t always give me much to go on. I’ve learned to read the scene instead—light, contrast, where things might blow out.

I take fewer photos now.

But they’re more deliberate.


I Have Better Gear—And Still Don’t Use It

This is the part that surprises people.

The Sony A6000 is objectively better for speed and convenience. The Nikon D3500 is cleaner, more forgiving, and easier in almost every situation.

If I wanted reliability, those would be obvious choices.

But they make it easy to disengage. I can shoot without thinking too much, fix things later, rely on the camera to carry more of the process.

With the D40X, I don’t have that option.

And that changes everything.


The Lenses Are Half the Experience

I rotate through a handful of vintage lenses:

  • A 28mm wide-angle that’s great for wandering and street shots
  • An old Nikon 50mm f/1.8 that originally came with my Nikon F
  • And, more often than not, that beat-up Spiratone 135mm

Each one has its own quirks. None of them are perfect.

But I keep coming back to the Spiratone.

It’s not the sharpest. The contrast can be unpredictable. It flares when it wants to. Physically, it feels like it’s been around longer than I have.

And still—there’s something about the way it renders an image that keeps pulling me back.


The Images Aren’t “Perfect”—But They’re Mine

There’s a common assumption that shooting with older gear means settling for worse results.

That hasn’t really been my experience.

At this point, I get what I’m aiming for most of the time.

Not by accident—by familiarity.

I know how the D40X handles light. I know how far I can push it before highlights disappear. I know how the Spiratone behaves wide open versus stopped down. I know when I’ll probably miss focus—and when I won’t.

The images aren’t clinically sharp or technically flawless.

But they’re not terrible. Not even close.

They’re intentional. And more often than not, they match what I had in mind when I pressed the shutter.


When It Works, It Still Feels Earned

Even now, after getting used to the setup, there’s still a small moment of satisfaction when everything lines up:

  • Focus lands exactly where I want it
  • Exposure is right without much correction
  • The lens does something interesting with the light

It doesn’t feel automatic. It feels like participation.

That hasn’t gone away.


It Changed the Way I Shoot (and See)

Using this combination over time has rewired how I approach photography.

I notice light more quickly. I think about contrast before I raise the camera. I position myself more carefully, knowing I don’t have unlimited flexibility afterward.

And because I’m not relying on speed or automation, I’m more present in the process.

It’s not just slower—it’s more deliberate.


Why I Keep Coming Back

I could switch. It would be easy.

The Sony A6000 and Nikon D3500 are right there, ready to make things smoother, faster, more consistent.

But every time I use them for a while, I eventually drift back.

Back to the D40X.
Back to manual focus.
Back to that slightly unpredictable Spiratone 135mm.

Because as much as those newer cameras improve the results, this setup improves my involvement.


Final Thoughts

I don’t use the Nikon D40X with a mix of vintage lenses—especially that beat-up Spiratone 135mm lens—because it’s the easiest way to shoot.

It isn’t.

I use it because it keeps me engaged, and because after spending enough time with it, it gives me exactly what I’m looking for more often than not.

In a time when cameras can do almost everything for you, there’s something satisfying about using one that still asks something back.

And for me, that’s enough to keep reaching for it.

 

Wednesday, April 15, 2026

Oh Lord I Pray You Give Me Strength To Carry On

I picked up a 22 year old Nikon D70, with an 18-55mm lens. I also picked up an ancient 135mm lens to go with it. The man I got them from said that they weren't compatible with one another. I said "That's cool" and went with it anyway.

Anyway, here are the best of the initial run from that camera with the ancient 135mm lens...












Anyway, I should probably run it with the automatic lens that came with it. Maybe I'll do that in the dark.  That might be interesting.
 

Monday, April 13, 2026

Oh, Down In Mexico

 

Well then. It seems that the iPod is trying to get in on the "Get me fired" fun between 21:57 and 22:04 this evening.

Well played, iPod, well played.

Also, if you know, you know.
 

Saturday, April 11, 2026

Since I Found Serenity

 Well, I found Serenity...At a WalMart in 2026!


 Which, in and of itself, is near miraculous.

Anyway, funny enough it is the same version that I received back on release day! I was unable to post a picture in the LJ days, but here is a photo now.

Thursday, April 9, 2026

Everybody's Brother

I truly don't know what I've gotten myself into this evening. I should probably have the brother NOT go to mentioning that I had anything to do with him being in a position to get this job to the hiring manager, given what the hiring manager in question already thinks about me regarding someone else in that family.

Hopefully things work out. Hopefully this gets some money thrown somebody's way too.

Time will tell. 

Monday, April 6, 2026

Serenity And Slave I Can't Keep The Pace

According to various bits of sci-fi pop culture, it seems that the only way for humanity to get everything figured out and get over ourselves to the point where we can all get along is in the face of an outside extinction event?

Seriously:

"In less than an hour, aircraft from here will join others from around the world, and you will be launching the largest aerial battle in the history of mankind. Mankind, that word should have new meaning for all of us today. We can't be consumed by our petty differences anymore. We will be united in our common interest. Perhaps it's fate that today is the 4th of July, and you will once again be fighting for our freedom. Not from tyranny, oppression or persecution, but from annihilation. We're fighting for our right to live, to exist. And should we win the day, the 4th of July will no longer be known as an American holiday, but as the day when the world declared in one voice, we will not go quietly into the night. We will not vanish without a fight. We're going to live on. We're going to survive. Today, we celebrate our independence day."   -President Thomas J. Whitmore 

I'll just leave that there. I'll expand on this later in the week.

Saturday, April 4, 2026

Everybody's Goin' Off The Deep End

I've had several thoughts the last few days that I need to get down in this space.

Problem is, I've been too busy living in a cloud of negativity and resentment the last few days, that I haven't had the bandwidth to actually do it. I'm impressed with myself for having something written every day in March, and I hope to keep this up going forward.

I have been working on my iPod Media Tracker database, which is intentionally frustrating and clunky to use, which I've been enjoying. I've also been reflecting on some of the events in my life around the time I was doing a lot of online socializing.

I am working on excavating my old IM information to see if any of the IRC channels I hung about in are still active, and if so, do any of the old people still persist. 

Friday, April 3, 2026

Who Says We Can Pay One Price For Two

I started going through and updating iPod playlists today.

Went ahead and threw some Moxy Fruvous in there, just because.  Which got me to thinking about all of the things that led up to me getting hold of their music in the first place, and all I can say is wow...Was #ShawIsland really that long ago?

Does the science forum IRC chat I came across years later still exist?

I guess I need to figure out my old Trillian info and see what, if anything, still exists from those days.

Wednesday, April 1, 2026

But The Sun Is Eclipsed By The Moon

So I watched something absolutely crazy while at work earlier. Something I'd hoped for a long time to see, but never really expected to.

People in a spaceship going further than the ISS.

I watched the Artemis II launch. They's goin' 'round the Moon, yo! 

Tuesday, March 31, 2026

Raise What's Left Of The Flag For Me

I keep forgetting how eclectic my playlists get, until I'm actually paying attention to what I'm listening to. I threw on my "Snowscraping" playlist on the way home from work and it's...Special. 

Monday, March 30, 2026

But Sure As Night Turns Day It's The Passion Play

Things happen. It's funny what people think I'm doing vs. what I think I'm doing.

I wonder what Fearless Leader thought when he walked up and someone was talking to me this evening at work. 

Someone that there were some...Vaguely hinted at "concerns" about.

Someone I almost feel like he was trying to justify losing for one reason or another.

Someone I actually had to subtly fight to keep them employed.

Someone who actually has no idea how close they were to possibly losing their job for...Reasons?

Anyway, I know you probably have no idea this even exists, but you're welcome. 

Sunday, March 29, 2026

Everybody's Working For The Weekend

Didn't get as much done this weekend as I would have liked. I wanted to fix the Mazda, but I was lazy and tired.

All I did of note was make a strawberry chocolate cheesecake, fix two iPods, attempt to build a 3rd from crap from my "bag o' iPod parts," and order a battery for the iPod Mini.

I also played a little Mario Kart World. 

I also watched the video about Peter Frampton's Phoenix guitar from the FCA! 35th Anniversary DVD. Amazing story! 

Saturday, March 28, 2026

How Many Roads Must A Man Walk Down

I've been playing Octopath Traveler on Switch recently. I'm not too terribly far in the game, but it is enjoyable. I very much enjoy the SNES-era JRPG vibe.

But I don't get a lot of time to actually play games these days. The best I've been able to really do is unlock costumes doing the Free Roam in Mario Kart World this week.

Ah well. 

Friday, March 27, 2026

Now Begins The Changin', Mental Rearrangin'

Yeah, yesterday didn't go according to plan at all.

I ended up not having the house to myself for the entire time, and the people came back much earlier than anticipated.

No film, no store trip, no food prep for Friday evening at work.

I did manage to fix the iPod Mini that had the not fully functional click wheel. I need to buy a new battery for it though, 

Thursday, March 26, 2026

Crazy As A Rocket, There's Nothin' In My Pocket

I really need to pull the film out of the Sprocket Rocket and develop it.

I will, in theory, have the house to myself from about 10am until I have to leave for work. I guess I can work with that. 

Wednesday, March 25, 2026

Words Can't Say It And I Can't Do

Wow. Just wow.

All the work I did yesterday was for naught.

Sure, the bathroom drama is under control. Sure, the bike is in decent working order again, but wow.

All for naught. 

I Can Read The Writing On The Wall

Had the "pleasure" of taking today off work to clean my house. At least I got the dicey part of the bathroom repainted.

Tuesday, March 24, 2026

Our Lives Change Like The Weather

That weird moment when I had a realization at work earlier:

A week from Thursday there really isn't anything else holding me to that place.

A business deal I was transacting with someone since late October closed last week, my pittance of a bonus will arrive in my bank account on Thursday.  It's weird that they are doing it quarterly now instead of annually.  Yes, the amount is a great deal less than previous, but it will happen a little more frequently.

Suddenly there are, for me, four different points where I can walk away and not feel too cheated by losing out on it instead of one.

Needless to say, I'm tempted. If I end things at work and go to a different schedule, I have the suspicion that things will get back to where they were last year when I was working a couple of daytime shifts a week. Which I don't see myself surviving. 

Monday, March 23, 2026

Turning All The Night Time Into The Day

Figured out the PC.  Apparently a Windows update changed the boot order and tried to get it to boot an OS that doesn't exist on a drive that isn't even plugged in. I should probably do something about that at some point.

In other news, the cake is done. I'll give it a try tomorrow. 

Sunday, March 22, 2026

Dedication, Devotion

There is a lot more going on in this Moral Star document than I originally thought.  Usually it is 3 or 4 entries, and that's about it.

This appears to cover most, if not all, of what I was writing about in 2021, which is odd considering how much actually happened that year.  It appears to go from February to November.  Not sure how many entries, I'm honestly tempted to print it out and read through all 17 or so pages of it, but only a little tempted.

I added a few entries, but when I went to check on something else, I found that my main PC is not functioning properly. Annoying. 

In other news, I'm going to make a "Dr. Pepper Texas Sheet Cake," but it will get a little weird because I don't have a sheet cake pan, so I'm going to have to wing it. 

Saturday, March 21, 2026

Everybody Walk The Dinosaur

I was thinking that I had something to write here, but nope. Today I ended up at work, despite being a Saturday.  Working on a Saturday is not something we usually do anymore, honestly.

Anyway, I will get around to more of the Moral Star posts from the past eventually. I left work, went to Target, picked up a Sam's Club order, went and unloaded groceries and went to Chic-fil-A.

After that, I played with my Cricut machine, but didn't do much more than cut out fabric dinosaurs, because why not? 

Thursday, March 19, 2026

It's Been A Long Time Since The Book Of Love

I was going through an old hard drive a while ago and came across, among other things, a blog document.

It was from 2021 and covers the end of my UPS Store career through to The Sickness.

I also found scans of the handwritten code for a computer game I was trying to make work, along with scans from the original book for a different type of computer.

I should let an AI bot try to update the game for me.

Anyway, I'll go through and add the 2021 entries, which I'll tag "Moral Star Part 2" since that is what the file is, for some reason, named.

I'll also add the game code scans into 2003, where they belong. 

Wednesday, March 18, 2026

I Want To Fly High Oh Free Bird

Today I went back to the Children's Museum.  It is always a great place to visit. Did I take pictures? Sure.

Did  I take pictures without people in them? Not really, not this time. I did make it up to the overlook today, which looks down on the dinosaur exhibit. That was pretty cool. Also, random stuffed bird.







Tuesday, March 17, 2026

There's A Big Gold Dollar Sign On The Sunset Strip

I was listening to The Presidents of The United States of America this evening at work, and all I can think is that the song Naked and Famous seems to do a pretty solid job of describing the occupation of "Content Creator." Or, at least, what most people tend to associate with that occupation, at least post Covid.

Really? Covid isn't a word in the Firefox spell check database? That actually surprises me. 

Monday, March 16, 2026

Somewhere In Time And Space

 Also the Sci-Fi Channel cast of MST3K is about to get back together and throw out four new episodes under the MST3K brand?

What fresh hell, 2026? What fresh hell? 

You Can't Take The Sky From Me

Apparently Firefly may get the chance to exist again in an animated format.

Huzzah for that...I think? 

Sunday, March 15, 2026

Slap Me With A Splintered Ruler

Took the Sprocket Rocket and ran a roll of film through it this afternoon.  I'll develop it one day this week, I hope.

I'll be interested to see what sort of nonsense I ended up with.  I should have a couple of pictures of the same person in three different places in the same frame. I suspect the next time I try that, I'm going to need a tripod, but whatevs...It's all about the experimentation, right? 

Nice Shot, Return To Base

Decided to play a C&C Red Alert skirmish game a few minutes ago.  One of those doesn't usually take longer than 15-20 minutes.

Not this time!


 I had to take care of an awful lot of enemy units in this one.  The computer learned how to work with practically infinite money.

You're Gonna Have To Face It, You're Addicted To Spuds

I finally came across something that my current desktop PC cannot run that isn't Windows 11.

Apparently the raw .mkv file ripped from a 4K Blu-Ray is too much for that thing to handle.  I'm guessing it's the GPU, but who knows.  I'll circumvent the problem by continuing to not buy that type of disc, unless absolutely necessary, and encode the .mp4 before I go and name whatever video I'm trying to get, instead of naming before encoding.

Tragic. 

Saturday, March 14, 2026

I'm Sitting Here Waiting, The Gun's Still Warm

 

It's two am.

I'm sitting here writing.

Because why the heck not?

 

What am I thinking about?

The food I plan to make this weekend, of course.

Egg casserole, pineapple cheesecake, jambalaya, pepper lime chicken, probably some chicken fajita. Hamburgers. Maybe chili or meatloaf? I don't know.

What else do I need to do?

A bunch of laundry, clean the bathroom, probably clean the house, <Pause to play a quick game of RA2> fix some damn thing or other, blah blah blah.  That's the way of the day. Lists and things. Ideally write. Maybe I need to color something? I don't know. 

Friday, March 13, 2026

Wanna be hackers? Code crackers? Slackers

Ugh.

This drama at work is seriously cutting into my time to just exist.  I was there until around 2am writing emails, making signs and making sure people clearly knew what they were walking into at 6.

It's been unpleasant, but it is what it is. 

Thursday, March 12, 2026

My Head Grew Heavy And My Sight Grew Dim

My PC 20 years ago had the following specs:

"Windows Vista irritated me to no end. 
An AMD Sempron 1.61 ghz processor, 512 MB RAM, 80 gb of hard disk space, and a 128 MB ATI Video Card were not enough."

I wonder how hard it would be to replicate those specs and try running the Windows Vista Beta again.  I can match the ram, hdd and probably the graphics card without any issues virtually, but I'm not sure about the processor speed. I'll have to look into that, but it sounds like a fun project to revisit...Twenty years later. 

And We Lived Beneath The Waves

Okay.  After several failed attempts, and a little bit of research later, I've finally gotten somewhere with the DigitaLiza sprocket scan mask.

 

 

Clearly, I have some more work to get done, but I now have a recognizable image, along with the sprocket holes.

I'll be the first to admit, this is probably not the best film to test this with, since I don't have a reliable color profile/memory to work with.  It is the dubblefilm jelly. Which is a bit odd...


 There is the original scan with my normal settings, for comparison.

I'm pretty sure I know what needs to be done, so hopefully I have something acceptable fairly soon. I'm out at a place I took some photos a while back, and I brought the Sprocket Rocket, but I kind of forgot the film and I really don't feel like going to get some anywhere. 

Wednesday, March 11, 2026

I'm A Mechanical Man

Apparently the drama in the Middle East is directly affecting my job...In an extremely negative way.  This looks to be the first in a series of very unpleasant days.

In other news, the Sprocket Rocket camera and scanner mask are now a thing. I'm hoping to be able to use the camera soon.  I'll try to figure out the scanner mask later this evening or in the morning though. 

Tuesday, March 10, 2026

In The Town Where I Was Born

Here is what I ended up with from the Revolog Echo film:

 







I used my Nikon FE, which has a functional light meter along with the super clean 50mm lens that it came with on a super nice day.  I went to a local park Sunday afternoon and had some fun. 

Unlike the jelly, this one I'll probably buy again.  I can think of a few interesting ways to use it, and the effects aren't overdone to the point where they take away from the images, unlike the jelly.

Admittedly, I was using an untested lens for that one, but it still seems like it would be too much. 

Monday, March 9, 2026

Till We Found The Sea Of Green

I bought a couple of rolls of effect/experimental film on Friday and used them both over the weekend.  The first one I shot was the dubblefilm Jelly 200.

I am not thrilled with the results, at first I thought it things came out looking like they do because I hadn't done a normal roll of film in good light with the lens, but it looks more like that is the intended look of the film:











While I appreciate the look it is trying to go for, the effect is just too much. I assumed, initially that my exposures were way off. But after looking through the sample images on the website, I'm guessing I wasn't too far off with my metering. I could do a little messing around and do a series of under/correct/over-exposed images, but I really don't want to spend another $17+tax on a roll of film I wasn't thrilled with.

I really hope the other roll I bought turns out a bit better. 

Sunday, March 8, 2026

Well, We All Have A Face That We Hide Away Forever

It's interesting how something always comes up that falls into the category of "situationally appropriate" when I'm reading or listening to music.

My iPod usually lives on shuffle mode these days, and for whatever reason, when it is playing, whatever song happens to be playing at the time accurately describes shenanigans that are currently happening. Same thing with books. Usually, whatever I'm reading has something to say about something that is on my mind.

I've been thinking quite a bit this last week or so about how I feel like there is a huge part of myself that I need to keep hidden from the people that I live/spend time with, and the following bit from the book  I was reading this week comes up:

"That attitude, that we had to wear a mask, even toward our family, it was one I could never understand. A lot of people, men and women, thought like that, and I didn’t get it. And now I was afraid Donut had inherited that same attitude directly from Bea and her mom." 

I realize that tends to be a topic that is pretty heavily discussed in books, to some degree, but that just hit me on Friday. A day I was doing a lot of hiding from reality and just trying to be me for a while.

Saturday, March 7, 2026

When The Wind Comes Right Behind The Rain

I went to the camera store expecting to make an ill-advised purchase, and I surprised myself by not, in fact, doing any such thing.

I ended up picking up two cheap lenses:

A Tamron 70-210 AF for a Nikon (AF doesn't work on my DSLRs because they don't have screw-type AF, but whatever) and a Soligor 35-70 + Macro lens for my Minoltas.









 

I also picked up a 3 pack of Fuji 400 film, along with a roll of dubblefilm Jelly and dubblefilm Echo, both 200 speed, both look like a lot of fun.  

I used the roll of Jelly when I was walking on the canal, and I took the types of photos I normally would, so this will be interesting when I develop it later.  I used a roll of Fuji at the same park I posted pictures of from the Tamron lens, I'll be interested to see what the difference is from manual and metering vs what I get from the automatic mode on the D3100.