Night Divides The Day

It is amazing to think that my wife and I created a life that we will never get to have any part of.

No birthday parties, no laughing, no crying, no teaching, no having any sort of conversation with, no nothing. 

I understand this happens to people all the time, but that doesn't make it any less hard to cope with.  Doesn't make it hurt any less.

Doesn't help that the day before we found out for certain we watched a documentary about abortion.  That really hits me hard knowing that there are people (a surprisingly large number of them) that will willingly do this sort of thing to a baby.

"Oh, well it's not a baby until week so and so" is crappy logic.  You hear about the people who watch the baby try to get away from the doctor...Guess what...It is capable of knowing fear, of what is right and wrong, what is good and bad.  At the very least it has a sense of self preservation.

Think on that, America.

Think on that.